bad day

Written on May 30, 2006 – 12:08 am | by rassel

Sometimes i need to stop and remind myself to breathe. I just realized that i’m not superwoman and that i can’t do everything all at once. I’ve forgotten to prioritze in life and have fallen behind on the important aspects in life and have failed to move forward. The past few weeks have been none stop. None stop delivering for un-necessary tasks. Life isn’t free and i’ve become so lazy that i’ve literally swept my money out the door with my irresponsible and careless nature. What happened to my motivation, to my desire to work hard and become someone successful. When did earning those few bucks working 8hours a day just to pay off the over priced phone bills and dining expenses become more important than preparing for a future career and one of the ultimate foundations for my future family. "I’ll do better next time" has become a common phrase spoken out of my mouth but never practiced by my actions in life. How well you did 5 years ago isn’t going to carry you through adulthood. Life doesn’t get easier and there isn’t any space for laziness. I need to renew my entire being so i may begin to live the life i once had set out for myself.

I wanna be the one that everyone wonders…. "what happened to her…." i wanna disappear to focus and the important things in life so i may resurface as the one who made something of herself. No one said that turning 24 was going to give you a break from life. I must hold myself accountable to making the necessary changes in life to pick myself up and press on.

BAD DAY…

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion’s gone away
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You’re faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life’s been way off line
You’re falling to pieces everytime
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

Cause you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

You had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I’m not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You’ve seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day

the song says it all…