Monday, March 29, 2010

the course of choice: the twilight zone




If you believed in one purpose, the worst feeling would be suddenly stepping out of it.

It's like those archaic twilight zone movies where the characters are in some other time,.

or Being John Malkovich,

or if you just came to a different time like 13 going on 30

or if you just became a different gender like She's the Man and Hot Chick. (or a different race, that would be "Hot CHinK")(ooppss korniks)hehehe

So many times it has been writen about, the fascination of displacement.

I know I'm not supposed to do this, but I checked my horoscope. (egad)
And it said I was suposed to be having fun with friends, but I totally flaked on them just to finish this,which as it turns out, I can't even do now.

So there was this opportunity. And there was the stars to show me. But I missed it.

Now I am living in my own choice of a world... and (egad).


Like most soaps, we will have to wait till the next episode, or next season, to see if this decision will have been the "right" one., and how have I changed my life with this one choice? (see sliding doors.. etc.)

Sunday, March 14, 2010

so near....yet so far......

we wer so close to each other

about 3-5 inches far from each other

but still we didnt do anything...

we just sat there and stare at the floor...

who has the problem?

is it me?

or him?

or both of us...

will this end?

i hope so...

so i will be happy...



HAPPY ENDINGS....

"HAPPY ENDINGS don't happen instantly, relax.. and you'll begin to realize how everything seems to come your way, everyone do deserves LOVE and HAPPINESS, it just comes at different times for different people, but don't just sit wishing and waiting on the world to give you something wonderful, Live your LIFE to the fullest and it will become what you want it to be. Never lose HOPE nor FAITH, because someday you'll realize that all your struggles mean something.."