havent you heard that im gonna be ok? hahaha

How can one get over something if that person only suppressed the hurt?

Getting over the hurt does not stop by suppressing it.

Suppression does not make wounds heal faster, unless you plan to be a hermit for the rest of your life.

Learning that not only one person betrayed you surely does bring memories of the past.

If you learned a person replaced you for someone who does not even measure to what and who you are, should you laugh because that replacement is no one, or should you be sad because there might be something in that person that you don’t have and only that person can give it to the traitor? Nevertheless, love is not about what one can and can’t give, because the mere essence of love is to fill in the weakness of the other.

Could this be a conclusion then that the love for the other person is not that genuine enough for one not to resist temptation? Yes, we are but humans who make mistakes, but where is your heart when in the middle of a partner’s crisis and weakness, you submitted yourself in the arms of another? May these words reflect back to you “Have I been that bad?” These same words I ask you, have I been that bad? Is the love I gave not enough?

Do regret, remorse and repentance (if ever these three words have different meanings) mean that the “unfaithfulness issue” is over? How can one tell that person to move on when mere questions about the things to come irks him/her? Sometimes, one has to be careful with the choice of words because you cannot impose on someone to let go and move on if it shows that it is you who haven’t moved on.



So many questions left unanswered

So many words left unspoken

So many feelings left unexpressed

So many people hurt

So many lives wrecked and wasted

Who cares????

Happiness is a choice

I may be happy by choosing to become miserable

I may be happy by choosing to accept my mistake

I may be happy if I choose to move on and leave the past behind

I AM HAPPY FOR EVEN IF THERE WOULD BE A

LOT

OF BAD THINGS IM GONNA GO THROUGH,

I’M SOMEWHAT FREE FROM THE OPPRESSIVE BONDAGE OF PRETENTIOUS AND FALSE LOVE

I AM HAPPY COZ I DON’T HAVE TO TELL YOU I LOVE YOU EVEN IF MY HEART HAS LONG BEEN DEAD



To you who understand these….

Never impose to reconsider decisions already made when you knew for a fact that someone was being betrayed all along… Advising someone to stop the wrong doing of your friend does not absolve him from the fact that you hid something… and that something is the “TRUTH.” Being neutral does not exempt you from hurting someone….

YOU DON’T HAVE THE RIGHT TO TELL AND EVEN ADVISE SOMEONE TO THINK TWICE WHEN ALL ALONG YOU WERE AN ACCOMPLICE TO A CRIME!!!

However pathetic such writing might be, it does not mean that I am out for revenge… I would only like to impart that in the middle of this crisis, something good is going to happen. Life is beautiful. I may have stumbled but with the help of those who love me, I will get through this….



it takes one second to realize you love someone

it takes a lifetime to forget the hurt that loved one caused you

it takes many deeds to fall in love with someone

it takes one mistake to hate that someone

it takes many lies to protect someone

it takes one truth to harm them

BUT ABOVE ALL, ANOTHER WOMAN WOULD BE ALL THAT I NEED NOT TO FORGIVE SOMEONE

so yesterday by hilary duff



You can change your life - if you wanna
You can change your clothes - if you wanna
If you change your mind
Well, that's the way it goes

But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat - cause I wanna
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back

At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[Chorus:]
If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

You can say you're bored - if you wanna
You can act real tough - if you wanna
You can say you're torn
But I've heard enough

Thank you... you made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[Chorus]

If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off then it isn't on
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause