Showing posts with label please understand...this is really hard for me...so hard...i almost cry :(. Show all posts
Showing posts with label please understand...this is really hard for me...so hard...i almost cry :(. Show all posts

Friday, July 30, 2010

goodbye my old friend...till we meet again :(

Goodbye is the hardest word im going to say since i will be leaving the best thing in my life...i will be leaving the one thing that I never thought I could live without...today,im going to say goodbye to the bestest,best friend I ever had...We have been together through thickness and thin...we have been together through my ups and my downs...we have been together when Im sad,when Im happy...we are together when i cry my heart out or when i laugh so hard...it was my only companion whenever im alone,whenever im with my friends partying or eating out....now,,,,i think i will never get to be with it for a very long time....

...When I started my journey to a new healthier me I knew that I had the eventual goal of cutting all pop out of my life ...I was horribly addicted to the caffeine in my dear old friend: COCA-COLA...I have struggled off and on with this addiction over 28 years…but for some reason I have never been able to give it up for….me.

...this morning,i got the results from our annual physical exam..and as expected,i have URINARY TRACT INFECTION...but worse, i have pyuria (refers to urine which contains pus. Defined as the presence of 4 or more neutrophils per high power field of unspun, voided mid-stream urine),from that day on,I said to myself...as much as i can avoid it, i will never have the sweet taste of coke again....

...I am not saying that I will not have a single drop of coke in the coming days or weeks (well hell im only human,sometimes i cant help it out) but I feel the end is nearer than I originally thought....

goodbye my sweet heaven...goodbye my best friend...goodbye my happiness...goodbye my coca-cola....

...till we meet again one day....and i promise,that will be indeed, the sweetest day of my life......

Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye