Written on April 10, 2009 – 6:02 am | by rassel
for those that are close..
My decisions are mine to make. No matter how much one person can tell me it’s wrong or selfish of me, i need to learn things on my own right now. I don’t want to hear anyone tell me how to run my life unless they are going thru what i am . If any one of you are wondering..YES im staying busy because if i dont, i will have a breakdown. What’s that saying: Laugh now, Cry later. i finally get that.
I know these times will make or break me, but let me be. be there for me when i need a friend and stay away when i want to let it all out. i love my friends and family for sticking around cuz i know how stubborn i am. let me be. when the timing is right, i’ll come back full force (even though some of you dont want that!) i just need to be ME for my reasons.
If you are close to me and you feel like i’ve ditched you..i havent. i just need to deal. i’ll be ok. please no sympathy! just time and understanding. im thug! haha.. i’ll make it through. love to you all that understand. it’s fuckn self-evaluation time biznatches! peace out!!…
ps: i do miss you though!
