happily...*ever after* ... the real fairy tale

TODAY..I must say that things may be coming my way.

Today I can talk. I can smile with my heart at it. I just love myself and I care for it.

With a prayer that all of my hurt shall go and so it went and I'm happy. True love shall help me heal so that it will be worth the wait.

I prayed to GOD to give me what I deserve more than what I desire and now I don't know if this is it but I feel like being aware more than pretending. Are things going my way? I'm constantly praying that this time it will be consistent and endless. This time I just want to be worthy for someone who can be there for me. Who can stand by me. Today, I am just aware that there really are people who just wish you happiness and smile with you.

Today I must say that I am endlessly receiving the things that I have wished for. I thank all the people who gave me constant tapping on the back. Who gave me the warmth of their hugs. Thank you. Now, I feel like being into it so emotionally attached to the one who can promise me eternity exist and that love grows, commitment does conquer all.

When I was a child.. up to now. I have dealt with imaginations of fairy tale come true and only to find out .. to wake up one day.. and realize that it can be true?!

I prayed not for a guy who can be loyal to me but instead committed. I prayed not for a guy who can love me back but for a guy who can love me more and be consistent. I prayed for a guy who can secure my future but He gave me a guy who plans his future for me and that future wishes me to be the one.

Now, it's another version of patiently waiting…I shall wait if I want things not to end. If I want things as happily ever after…decision comes as it shall be firm and consistent for me to have the desires of my heart.

It shall be soon.. a happily ever after...